I know. i know. i know. That the things around me tells me that it is happening. But i didnt want to make any fuss bout it because at a moment i still have things the way they were (well, at least for a breif period). Ask me, need me, want me, use me, If I could do anything I could do to help I will. BUT NEVER FUCKING LIE TO ME!!!! Because WHEN I find things out, I will seriously be pissed. Hate being ignored, and i accepted the fact that I can no longer be a part of the group (of 3 I mean). I was the one who got the cold shoulder. I was the one who got left alone which i tried so hard not to. So all i could do is just act dumb but I have my limit. Mon was the last straw and everything just came down not as bad as i would have done. I trusted so much in one person that i felt so backstabed. But what can i expect from them? All I could give then was just an accompaniment and acting stupid thinking that we were still friends. I tried so hard to adapt and play along to their game but at last I couldnt take it any longer. I could see it very well on His face that he wasnt happy that I was being too close to her and all acting as though we are all friends. I can see with my own two eyes very clearly. So i just shuts out any unwanted thinkings. I just kept my silence and being arrogant that of course I no longer had the friend whom I had long ago. I was the one accused of giving them the cold shoulder. Who do you think you are? When I wanted to talk you couldnt give me a chance not that you have anything to say to me anymore was there? I got the cold shoulder so much that I shut them out. and just this once when I really couldnt take it any longer and decided to shut out, I was so surprise how ironic my position is in. Of course I will have to admit my fault. (But is it really mine I wonder.) and continue living in a FUCKING lie? I thought I had a good friend. I thought I was trusted to the last secret. I thought that I have someone to talk to. But as it turns out, that person have some1 else more important to attend to. I felt so... outcast, backstab, dumb and pissed to the max. The only thing I regret now is that I didnt move on earlier when I already knew so that I didnt have to deal with this crap and even bet that one day this would come...
its a fun game for psp of little cute ball creatures call loco roco and its different color friends on earth bounching and rolling around collecting items and defeating the evil aliens that tries to eat them. Their OST are very fun. should go listen. perfect for this game.. those who like cute stuffs are recomended for this game.
It didnt occour to me that if i find some one in my accounting class that of course because of something we have in common. But I didn't think that one day I may end up in a "family of accountants". I have a managerial accounting lecturer who is a mistress to an accountant. Her sons and doughters are also accountants working for one of the Big Four accounting companies. Even her relatives are in the same business. So I was thinking to myself about the conversation that I will be having with my future family; nothing but accounting. OMG!! i know we find our other half who share the same interest but not till we can practically make an accounting firm from just my family members. Its unbelievable!!!! Is it a good thing? my lecturer seems to be happy with her family so i guess a family of an accountant can work... just do you want it?
